2008-03-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

& baby , things will nv be th same, ever 'gain .

Baby , i wonder what went wrong . i'm aware th't i've hurt you by pushing you away , but what else can I do .
we're rly too young to do it . it's nt th't i don't love you or hate you ; i've even dreamed of marrying you .
but i don't want t ruin your future by doing these kind of stuff .
i knew you were very unhappy these days because of your relationships with your parents , & when my mum allowed you t stay ovr , i was very excited .
never would i knw th's would happen . you getting drunk is alright , but what happens after th't could have been swen up in th police staton if my mummy knows 'bout it .

was shocked when you did th't . & what you said made me think a whole lot .
when you said th't you had no love from your parents , you're very wrong . i'm sure mum & dad loves you a bunchee . they've always cared fr you alot.
i'm really glad you quitted smoking 'cause of me . i really love you , ian .
i don't believe in forever , but i know you can prove me wrong , right ?

ILOVEYOU, IAN♥

2008-03-03T05:51:00.000-08:00

HI MY DEAD BLOG ♥
i am nt rly in a very good mood luhhs . a tinywinny bit of emo.ing .
why ? don't ask me . i felt a little distant from my friends nowadays .
take Bryony for an example . she never rly seems to smile at me when we see each other arnd school anymore . & she avoids my eye contact when i tried t look at her and smile .
& her .
she seems to be getting closer and closer to her .
& what about me ?

nth much hppn in class t'day . received our results for commontest .
we did quite okay i guess . 'cept for my english . i failed :/
in class tio caught by mdm . koh . she pulled my fringe . what t fuck .
she PULLED my fringe , pcb !
my beeeaaauuuut'fuuuuuuh fringe leh , knn .
pull pull pull . fun ah . pull unt'l your boobs fall out lah .

you nv seem t care anymore .
i really regretted introducing th both of you , if it means losing our friendship .
whr is th's leading us t ... i really dunno .

ian , thanks fr being there fr me always♥
it's gonna be our 8th month soon :D thanks fr an.wei.ing me ok .

Chocolate Candy.